Talk:Pascal Script

When i was 6 years old or so someone hit my head with a block wich caused brain damage so i can only talk like a 6 year old. others have planted bad things that have caused me pain phycilly and emoentlly, I have DNA damage from radation therypy my dad recived on his testes and lynophocicy system. I have a hearing brithdefect. So anything i hear has caused pain, so i have from birth i have had a hard time truseing anyone becuase of the phyical pain of hearing them. The pain gets worse overtime but i have always used my own way to cope. Wich includes, masterbating, sugur, acholiocal. I never felt a real true orgasimun and only gave my wife one in our whole marragie which is hard to live with becuase of not giving sadafaction. I love her, from the begingin. My kids i am still learing on how to become a fater, and i can only hope to teach them they way i know how. I neer ment to hurt anyone, and didnt even know i was doing so. When comunation is only one way you dont know any different. The path of life may not seam like the right one to everyone else however there is something down in side that knows what to do to reach happness. So i have pain when i talik as well so with thaqt i feel that i hurt others and i dont know how to change that. Cannibis relives that pain and helps with understainding, so does bob marley. I thoughs chnage sometimes and i feel that otheres notice this and i feel imberasted about that but they need to understatnd that is the 6 year old matt, that is still feeling pain. I wet the bed almost everynite when i was little becuase of the dreams i cant always rember scared me, kind of like sound that i hear cuases pain.I know my wife is alot faster then me and i like it becuase i wount have to worry so much becuase she can coverthings like she has been for a long time. I know my wife uses cannibis aswell and tryed to show me in collage but like i said i was to blind and deff to understand, but also like i said i needed to chose my own path for total happness. I need to leave and pick up food for finn. There is a gift from god that will reunite us the way we were ment to be. I love my family.