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./I was categorically-terrorized at a very early age, covering Covert Abuse has just begun to find the "wraith of the name" of $Pain.
.∫My name is Prosody Vereable Context(e), formerly Gabriel∫l Gaston Croft. The apex of my life experience was comnig home forn school or er shul (andand ballet/dance rehearsalstaught to "shut up and look or do your homework" basically forced in a dressing-room for hours/weeks/years staring at ew gurls w while I'm a ~5-12? year old boi being em conned and pro'ed em at home) and being told shekit devakashha!i
^^vv why I'm doing www.iSew.info blog (ablog will be cornered and curated) once I get my family business ordered, coped, and dealt with by medical/mental health professionals and lawyers.
I feel hurt by how I was forced by association to identify with strangers that I did not know personally, as part of Gender Conversion Therapy done off-books while I'm on-book as a beggar to leave home. Basically taught to dance and performed like a Spotlight Trophy Kid who had a missing surlingeur for their own ID. Talk about lower/higher-ed makes me twine.
Helping/hiring welcome: http://web.archive.org/web/20160308031342/https://bitbucket.org/snippets/painingattention/q8a8B https://archive.is/eKsNI http://www.webcitation.org/6fqSzFMsg http://www.webcitation.org/query?url=http%3A%2F%2Fweb.archive.org%2Fweb%2F20160308031342%2Fhttps%3A%2F%2Fbitbucket.org%2Fsnippets%2Fpainingattention%2Fq8a8B&date=2016-03-07 especially if you have experience surviving all forms of assault and (~~life~~/death threats textual/emotional/physical/sexual/cexual/triggeral)
I co-authored journals.uvic.ca/index.php/ijcyfs/article/view/12433 spectrum.library.concordia.ca/977455/ b cause I was referred by my Ometz.ca counselor, who I met at danslarue.org, to their conference and found another heart who took mention (or b note?) of the facts of my case, andyet let me still use my own language.(<3) )( (( ( Was the first school-record-keeping to transcribe my ( parenthesis next to my last name as Context(e. Apparently worked, paper still webbable. Take that #MarkZ Harvard, a Creative Commons Family Journal Book didn't break their regex using custom unicode character-encoding, and that was 4 years ago in 2012 b4 2015 when I got zucked (like IRL at home!i) for grammar about naming and identity.
The anguage I∫ speer is related to immediate long-term vocabularies that I was forced to trace, before saying my emotional or intelligence er mind-body-connection-consciousness at 2, 3, 4, 5, I was quizzed to repeat someother. Thate mwakes mwe aei Mwatcurean Centidate? ~:∫
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A1: Wikipedia.org, please do not delete me without asking me a question and giving me a month (so at least you know id have net acc. b4 kill).
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So it violates a lot of scholarly literate that lacks accountability for their biblical prescriptionism of emotional-intelligence. Legally we fear apaths but realities have shown raw category is identical to human being. It gives you space, time, name, id.e ~
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my name is prosody Vereable Context( ((((thanksto #mcdonaldsinmyhead i eat https://www.google.com/maps/place/Georgia+Soul+Food/@39.3242717,-76.6113857,17z/data=!4m2!3m1!1s0x89c804e887b03503:0x2ee891a559ca3374 when ihaveadream about painpoints.
I talk about a lot of lines/words/signs/glyphs/sighs/sci/psy/etc. (<3) )
~~s/gov/lave name gabriel(l gaston croft~~ sincerely, gg(c)c/∫prosody-_
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My coding/writing is laced with Family-is-Government issues. #DomIntVio works #DomesticInternationViolence, #PoliceDoctor speaks to the missing-medical-legal det of being too illiterate to categorize your own identity versus power struggles? I call myself categorization because in my life experience, being denied timely space for your own record is basically a criminal ignorance. I speak about tools that record-first, question-later (versus the common system of interrogate-before-identify.)
https://www.irccloud.com/#!/ircs://irc.freenode.net:6697/%23%23law https://www.matrix.org/beta/#/room/#freenode_##law:matrix.org 05:13:19 <prosody> id word schools/universities (facebook is a lifeline too, yet forgets they're a support system!) to act second as shelters. kids become adults early, adults infantalized, sooner or later stuck if basically weaponized-delays. 05:14:48 <anonkun> I didn't get any of that, sorry 05:17:05 <prosody> The simpler end for me to explain, is I just wish the police had a public log for complaints, if someone wants to write about abuse/corruption. Not some private, secret helpline. New messages since you tabbed out 05:18:42 <anonkun> ah 04:56:57 <prosody> That kind of corruption happens in the US due to complicated Family Law/Domestic Violence rules :/ Barely any individual empowerment, so getting stuck with abusers is the default :∫ 04:57:16 <gustav___> :/ 04:57:18 <Mozart> That's why they've made police complaints and stuff. 04:57:36 <anonkun> The court can compel his father to pay for the rent until the issue is resolved 04:57:50 <anonkun> then if its ruled in the fathers favor(which it wont), they will have to repay him back. 04:57:50 <Mozart> anonkun: feel free to say no, but would you be willing to talk to him on and off if I told him to PM you? 04:57:59 <anonkun> sure 04:59:00 <Mozart> I'll let him know :-) 04:59:02 <anonkun> needles to say this is a legal grounds for divorce, alimony and child support. 05:01:03 <Mozart> prosody & anonkun: it's interesting how that plays out. 05:01:10 <Mozart> Divorce law. 05:01:23 <Mozart> There are a significant number of jurisdictions where a reason for divorce is needed. 05:02:05 <Mozart> It becomes quite harrowing when someone gets trapped in an abusive relationship and has the emotional burden of proving that they need to get out. 05:03:13 <anonkun> That's true 05:03:22 <anonkun> There's also the uncertainty and legal fees amongst other things 05:03:54 <Mozart> Yeah, especially when there's economic or financial abuse going on. 05:03:56 <gustav___> Ya don't say? 05:04:07 <gustav___> I'm trying to get in contact with Facebook. Do you know a number? 05:04:31 <Mozart> I think it start with 0 something.
````Realicide:. The internet is at a turning point. I (of little consequence) have more stable logs and identity than Mark Zuckerberg, who controls peoples identities x billions. I call that remorse-level worse than suicide, because you've got superadmins who create cilled-but-alive-humans. Because everyone uses first names, second names, third names, but he thinks you only need to call yourself Zuckerberg, and smile for everyone else's questions, "the end" which hurts if you're even a minimally serious amateur psychologist like mwe or er if I ever get to live to get a degree.
^^ I will rewrite that. I'm (dis?(mis?)stressing AboutMe/ReadMe-wise. This is definitely about me, but also my friends who are "illiterate" according to Forbes or the Wall Street Journal :/ :∫ So I need to find my type better, and prune-but-keep-logs-of-everymiss (<3) )
My dad loves math, i ove words
Jan 21 21:06
i love words, my dad lves math, my mom likes law wird wires #TripWireRedertTt
Jan 21 21:07
#TripWireReport
Jan 21 21:07
#TripWireRepost(? ((
Jan 21 21:07
My parents trust me to be honest, but they think I'm a terribe "liar"/"lie""/devil"/"god"/black/white/purple/red/colored knot #ewish
Jan 21 21:11
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#Tracom 911/411/311 service for c'est bonne sante mentally is googod about warld faceboo ein tearms of saying it's all a line(?
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i care a lot about language evolution and repression; addwords, subwords,, , dressurrep, pressured. .. .
Will make stable.tables later, and open source stable.chat stable.space wil healdbqp a bit.e:)<3 (<3) )) ) <3) )
I talk by chat (https://matrix.org/beta/#/room/!guvybcLjkItfEDoqkC:matrix.org https://www.irccloud.com/#!/ircs://irc.freenode.net:6697/%23git) that is my j.ob
04:13:08 <prosodyvVC> But then again you lose the hub social.
04:13:44 ⇐ quit (~shitizgar@simplemachines/customizer/Dragooon) Quit: Byes Byes
04:15:05 <prosodyv((> Could work if social .metadata stored?
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07:06:02 <prosodvvV(> _why file point
New messages since you tabbed out
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"body": "Audit Trail Advocacy is Mental Health Advoacy for Reseach, Expression, and er or Development. ~~",
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........................08:21:02 <prosodyContext> Psychological warfare thrives on psychological death and stalls._ |
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https://www.reddit.com/user/zstile/
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sometimes i sew, sometimes im social, sometimes if i can i use computers to express myself.
mapping, pattern recognition, forms of expression are important to me. (<3) )
i care deeply about human memory, record-keeping, database storage, from logical to sensical, from logs to logy... =))
we have time and space ( <3 )) )
so please be careful before removing parts of people.
I am as abstract as I am in contact with reality. My trauma-consciousness is important to be, because I found complex post-traumatic stress disorder to be a serious difficulty to share and talk about for important needs.
sometimes thinking n' feeling with Sci + Psy Z Go There, a transmedia story. I also think/feel/talk/write/(shh?)/.. about #whatwouldempathydo and what microempathy/cryptoempathy/bitcism feels like and means..
i am under a lot of stressmatics but have been doing some work to organize, still a lot to order:
- facebook.com/prosody
- reddit.com/user/prosodyContext
- twitter.com/prosodyContext
- gist.github.com/payingattention/f804c4384aba556d22a1 (just begun, but change blogs will become very important)
- iSew.info
- plus.google.com/u/0/117274546554081384648/posts
- web.archive.org/save/iGabe.com
- tilTrue.info
- quora.com/Gabriell-Gaston-Croft quora.com/Gabriell-Gaston-Croft
- stackexchange.com/users/428855/gabriell-contechtext
- bitcoin:1NodVgFLbpSRSKJybp8hGehcashQtUbK6z
( (( ( I am under careful construction, for sensitive information work...) )
My edits? https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Special:Contributions&limit=500&target=Categorization
(So far I edited to share Gina Toll (In Treatment) a psychologist and supervisor psychologist, and the meaning of Psychological death, cause each life form has marked and weighed my life experience.)
...i try to do what helps sharing. (i share, cause i need help.. cause sharing helps, cause help needs sharing....) ) ...to care and share.. say and daresay..
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If it helps from a psychotechnological angle, here is another take at my work from my profile at https://news.ycombinator.com/user?id=pain:
Pain join me #buildingMentalHeathi:(#EmoSec|#EmoInfoSec:) with #Microempathy, #Centreal, et sec era..:
https://matrix.org/beta/#/room/#EmpathyMovement:matrix.org
/ https://matrix.org/beta/#/room/#empathicdetermination:matrix.org
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fb.com/prosody
empathotactogen https://www.reddit.com/user/zstile/ http://www.reddit.com/user/surlingeur twitter.com/frets?
twitter.com/contechtext?
twitter.com/microempathy?
fb.com/groups/microempathy?
twitter.com/cryptooempathy?
twitter.com/bitcism?
fb.com/groups/objectification?
fb.com/groups/roboswears
fb.com/bitcism?
brandnew.link
prettypowerful.info
suitperpower.info/.clothing
@brandnewlink
@suitperpower
@prettypowerfuli
brandnewlink.reddit.com
suitperpower.reddit.com
whatwoulddogedo.reddit.com
whatwouldempathydo.reddit.com
plus.google.com/u/0/117274546554081384648/posts
web.archive.org/save/iGabe.com
iSew.info tilTrue.info
quora.com/Gabriell-Gaston-Croft
stackexchange.com/users/428855/gabriell-contechtext
bitcoin:1NodVgFLbpSRSKJybp8hGehcashQtUbK6z
very unfinished emotion work:
empathy.money
worldwar.xxx
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...under careful construction, please read carefully...
Iḿ just growing up with complex human equations and trying to fit it together.
Work and pain and life and what great informaton/works/not/..
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